Tuesday, September 20, 2005

regret.

have u ever you wished that you never did certain things?


shit i dont even know why i did it. i dont know why i let myself or even him do it. i hate it. i do this so many times. i say to myself im going to change and its not going to happen to me again, but it does. i watch myself do it. i fuck myself over. i just want it stop. WHATS WRONG WITH ME?

why can't i just find one boy to make me happy.

why cant i just be happy.

im not who u think i am.

its only been a month and ive been regreting so many things. ah i cant handle this.

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