me? you ask.

theres so much that can happen in one single week. i changed my major to Business Marketing. I will eventually become a Fashion Buyer, possibly live in NY or LA. and further down the road i plan to open up my own boutique. so good bye Science. i also met this guy Matt who happens to be my roommates boyfriend and brother's good friend. he came with us to the lingerie party. i actually like him, i sobered up to talk to him. im gonna quit smoking to be accepted by him ( although i should do it anyway). we surprisingly have a lot of things in common, things that i usually don't things in common with other people. he plans to go into the Army and become a ranger and later on be on a special unit. i know that ive always told my guy friends to never do it, but for him i want him to because thats his dream. this is what he wants to do and who am i to tell him not to. but deep down i get worried. i worry about my friends, its just what i do. im glad i met him, and he made my week. i also fought with my parents this week. it was all bad. i cried. it pisses me off how they can still treat me like a kid when im turning 19 when im not living in the house. some things will never change. tonight im going to dinner with Matt. im a little nervous. i hope it goes well. but next weekend is my birthday. party friday AND saturday night. be there or be square. people are coming down. im excited. so all in all i had a good week.