who knew.

geez to be honest i cant remember the last time i posted. hmm 2 months later and here i am in love and never been happier. its weird, i began the summer heartbroken and a couple months later the one person that i wanted but could never have is now mine. i remember last year i had a huge huge crush on him, i mean when i first saw him i made it a mission to get to know him, until i met matt then that mission was delayed. but its weird, i never thought in a million years i would be in the relationship that i am in now. with someone who feels the same way as i do, with someone is good for me. it creeps me out how much i love him and care for him. its funny, i knew it all along i would end up with him when i first saw him. i didnt know when but i knew it would eventually come. its like i feel in love at first sight. i dont know maybe im going to far, but its all too weird for me. but its definately a good feeling. hm we'll see right? we've been together for 2 n half months and i feels like we've together forever. i dont know if thats a good thing or bad but its so different. its like ive been waiting for this to happen. ahh creepy stuff. who knew huh? i guess i did all this time. i knew it. =)