relationships.

its weird, he finally told me how he felt. all these years of hiding something that i already knew and now its out and hes hurting. i spent the past 5 years trying to avoid him getting hurt but i guess it was inevitable. i feel horrible but its not my fault. the way i like matt is the way he liked me. except i dont see him that way. relationships are so tricky. you never know what will happen, someone always gets hurt, someone will always be decieved. i guess it is something you cant avoid, it is inherited when people have feelings for others. i feel like im leading people on but i try so hard not to. thats the last thing i want. you never know how things will end up. i want to know where i will be in a month from now, 2 months, 3 weeks. will everything change? will i fall in love? get heartbroken? find my soulmate? everything is so unpredicatable, you will never know how things will end up. i never thought id be in the shoes that i am now. i guess thats why we should never expect things. never try to expect too much but there is that possibility that things won't go your way. emotions will play you and there is no winning. beware love is decietfull.