im okie.

i think im doing okie so far. im not suffering as much as before. i thinking about the future and not so much of the past. i cant wait to see my friends again. its weird, i cant wait for life to be okie. im not trying to forget the past, i just want to move on from it. i want to think back and say its okie, and it was all worth it. but mostly i want to know if this is all it. that this is the end of it. i guess somewhere in me i have hope that love exists and perhaps its somewhere between us. im curious to know what will happen if i see you randomly on the streets. will we walk away pretending that we did not exist, experience an awkward silence, or embrace each other with relief that things will be okie. its all a mystery right? only fate will take us there.

this is for you. and for me.

I woke up this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlighs on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
but thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
i've been trying my best to get along
but thats okay there's nothing left to say but


Take your records, take you freedom
Take your memories, I dont need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So


Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life


And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday.