truth.

i can not help but what wonder if it is true. she says he was never the one to call a girl, he never had a girlfriend, he never cared for the girl. until he met me. i was the one he cared about, the one he stuck with, and that is why he doesnt know how to act. he doesnt know how to treat a girlfriend. i was the first to really care about him, truly care about him and not what he has to offer. he was surprised by it, he didnt want to make me wait. but he realized how much he wanted it or how much i cared. and so he is with me now. i want to be with him. i just want to be happy with him. but it seems as though it will never happen. my dreams will never come true. and that perhaps is the truth.