i have known him for less than a month and we have already had sex. i like him. i have devoted myself to only him. i think about him and ponder if he even thinks about me. i get worried if he does not call. i doubt whether he likes me. i do not know how he feels about me. i can not talk to him like i would with other people. im afraid to do something wrong.
he is leaving for the army. im afraid to ask when. i do not want to be attached to him, i do not want to get hurt. i do not tell him how i feel because it makes me vulnerable to him. i will not let that happen. my emotions will never be let aloud in this relationship. it is why this relationship is so awkward to me. i have never done this before. i wish i did not have to.
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