tell me.

its scary how things can change so easily. i come home from an amazing trip from Africa , i come back expecting to see one of the most endearing persons in my life and now hes changed, we've changed and i dont even know if feelings are still there between us. one moment he wants to be with me and another he acts like he doesnt know me. i guess some how i knew things would change, but i never in my life would think things would change this way. why is so cold towards me? tell me please, what is it? i just need to know. i want to leave it, but i want it just as much. matt just tell me what you want. im so stupid. i should leave him and not want anything to do with him but theres something in me that wants him with me. everything happens for a reason. i just want to know.