it was all worth it.

last night was incredibly amazing. hearing his voice, feeling his hands, his soft lips against mine, the warmth of his body over mine was all worth the wait. he was all the worth the pain and tears. i cant even explain how happy i was to see him and just be in his presence, hearing his voice. i dont know what this feeling is, but i want it to stay. i want him to stay. o geez, i still feel the butterflies in my stomach and everytime i think about him i cant help but picture him and me together. we talked about our problems and worked things out, we talked about how we felt and its stronger than ever. our relationship is new to both of us, and we're going through all this together. he is going to stick with me for a long time, hopefully he'll be here for that.